Today I’m starting over again. I’ve made a decision to give up my place and enter the Helping Up Mission. It was a decision that had to be made. I literally killing myself here. Everything in me wanted to stay, but why. Heck these are just things that I have here. Things that I wont be able to use if I’m dead. I looked at myself in the mirror and I look terrible. Cant be no more than 160 pounds. I used to ask how do you surrender? Well this is a surrender. Going to live with over 100 guys in a dorm setting. All most like jail. But not quite. Life’s all about decisions and at least today I’m making a good one, I ‘m chosing to live. Yesterday was my birthday, I’m still here and I still have a chance.
I kind of like bloging. It’s like journaling and if no one sees it than so be it and if they do and respond that all good to. Well its a 45 day blackout period so I wont be able to post anytime soon. But God willing I’ll be back
Dear Willie, I want so much for you to get better. You have extroadinary potential.
I ask God every day to embrace you and walk with you. Hold on to Him.
Love you. Peace, Jane
Willie,
You’re in my thoughts and prayers! Let go of making decisions for yourself for right now and follow the path God puts in front of you!
Will, I want to be with you in your recovery. I want you to be with me in my recovery. Is it possible?
Hey Brendan I would love to have you with me on my journey in recovery and I hope that I could contribute something to your journey as well. Thanks
Thanks for updating us Willie. I need your support